OLIVE BRANCHES OF HOPE

A Healing Retreat for Women After Suicide Loss | Five nights in Puglia, Italy

Five nights that feel like a beautiful Italian vacation—yet may change the way you return to your life.

Come to rest, be cared for, and reconnect with yourself in the company of women who truly understand.

A Note About Privacy: Because of the sensitive and deeply personal nature of suicide loss, protecting our guests’ privacy is a priority. Retreat participants are not photographed, and no retreat photos are taken or shared. Images featured on this website have been provided by the retreat venues and do not depict Healing After Suicide retreat guests.

Ciao Bella!

As a fellow survivor of suicide loss, I am so glad you found your way here. Please accept my heartfelt condolences for the loss that brought you to this page—and know that you are not alone.

I understand how profoundly suicide loss can change your life. Whether your loss was recent or many years ago, grief does not follow a timetable, and healing does not mean forgetting, “moving on,” or leaving the person you love behind.

My retreats are rooted in post-traumatic growth—the understanding that even after devastating loss, it is possible to discover new strength, deeper meaning, renewed connection, and a greater appreciation for life. Post-traumatic growth does not mean the trauma was a gift or that the grief disappears. It means that grief and growth can exist together. Love and loss can exist together. And, in time, sorrow and joy can exist together, too.

My intention is to gently invite you beyond the familiar surroundings and routines that may have become intertwined with your grief. In a beautiful new setting, surrounded by women who truly understand, you will have opportunities to rest, breathe, reconnect with yourself, and experience moments of beauty, laughter, wonder, and joy—without guilt and without ever having to set your grief aside.

You do not have to be “healed” or ready to move on to join us. You only need to be willing to take one gentle step toward the life that is still yours.

It would be my honor to walk beside you.

With love and understanding,
Jayne

A Different Kind of Healing Experience

After my own losses, I discovered that travel could reach parts of me that words alone could not. Being somewhere new did not take away my grief, nor did it ask me to leave the people I loved behind. It gave me room to breathe. It gently interrupted the routines and surroundings that had become entwined with survival, awakened my senses, and reminded me that beauty, connection, curiosity, and even joy were still available to me.

That experience became part of the inspiration for Olive Branches of Hope.

This retreat is not about escaping grief or trying to fix it. It is an invitation to step outside the demands of everyday life and enter a compassionate, thoughtfully supported experience where love and loss are honored—and where you can begin reconnecting with the life that is still yours.

You Will Not Have to Carry This Alone

One of the most healing parts of Olive Branches of Hope is being surrounded by women who know the complexity of suicide loss from the inside. Here, you will not need to explain why grief can still arrive without warning, why unanswered questions linger, or why joy can sometimes feel complicated.

You will be with women who understand the love, guilt, anger, exhaustion, longing, and courage that can exist side by side. You can share when you want to share, be quiet when you need quiet, laugh without apology, and simply be held by a community that understands.

Connection matters. Grief often tells us we are alone; compassionate community reminds us that we are not. The relationships formed here may become one of the most meaningful things you carry home.

Five Nights to Be Restored and Cared For

Imagine five nights in Puglia that feel like a deeply nourishing vacation—and offer so much more. You will be welcomed into a slower rhythm, surrounded by sea air, ancient olive trees, open countryside, beautiful villages, and women who understand why this time away matters.

You will be pampered and cared for with nourishing meals, unhurried time near the sea, meaningful excursions, creative experiences, rest, laughter, and space to simply breathe. Puglia will engage every sense: the taste of food lovingly prepared by local nonnas, the warmth of the sun, the movement of pizzica music, the feel of clay in your hands, the scent of olive groves, and the beauty of historic towns.

You will also experience gentle somatic and holistic healing practices like those that have helped thousands of suicide loss survivors regulate their nervous systems, soften survival patterns, reconnect with themselves, and begin making room for life again. Nothing will be forced. Every practice is an invitation, offered with compassion and respect for your individual grief journey.

Why New Surroundings Can Support Healing

Grief and trauma can keep the nervous system on high alert, leaving us feeling overwhelmed, shut down, disconnected, or caught in familiar loops of thought and emotion. New, safe experiences invite the brain to pay attention differently. Novel surroundings engage the senses, create opportunities for new neural pathways, and help the mind form memories that are not centered only on loss.

When these new experiences are paired with safety, supportive relationships, gentle movement, rest, creativity, and practical nervous-system tools, the body may begin to soften out of survival mode. Travel alone does not heal grief. Olive Branches of Hope intentionally creates the conditions in which regulation, connection, meaning, and hope can begin to grow.

The Journey Begins Before Italy

We will not wait until we land in Puglia to begin.

Before the retreat, we will gather for one pre-retreat virtual group session via Zoom. This gathering will allow you to meet the women traveling beside you, begin sharing your story at your own pace.

Each attendee will also receive:
✔ Two private 60-minute virtual preparation sessions with Jayne
✔ Two private virtual 60- minute integration sessions after the retreat with Jayne

By the time we arrive in Italy, we will already have begun creating trust, connection, and a shared language for healing. Rather than spending the retreat only talking about what happened, we will put these tools into practice as we experience Puglia together—during healing circles, excursions, creative workshops, movement, shared meals, quiet reflection, and moments of genuine joy.

Why Olive Branches of Hope—and Why Now?

You have carried so much for so long.

You may have learned how to keep going—to work, care for others, meet your responsibilities, and appear “fine.” But surviving is not the same as feeling fully alive.

Perhaps part of you longs to experience beauty, laughter, connection, and adventure again. Yet another part wonders whether allowing joy into your life means you are moving away from the person you lost.

It doesn’t.

Your love is not measured by how much pain you continue to carry. You can deeply miss your loved one while also making room for experiences that feel meaningful, hopeful, and alive.

Olive Branches of Hope offers a compassionate place to begin.

This Retreat May Be for You If...

  • ·You are tired of explaining a loss that others do not fully understand.

  • ·You feel emotionally exhausted from trying to hold everything together.

  • ·You long to be with women who understand the complexity of suicide loss.

  • ·You are carrying guilt, anger, unanswered questions, or things left unsaid.

  • ·You miss the woman you were before your loss—or are still discovering who you are now.

  • ·You want to experience joy again without feeling guilty.

  • ·You are ready to reconnect with life, even if you are unsure what that looks like.

  • ·You want more than a traditional grief group or another conversation in a conference room.

  • ·You feel drawn to healing through travel, beauty, culture, creativity, movement, and meaningful connection.

Why Puglia?

Puglia is more than a beautiful backdrop. Its ancient olive trees, open countryside, traditional villages, nourishing food, sea air, and slower rhythm of life invite you to become present to what is around you—and to what is awakening within you.

Here, healing will not be separated from living. It may happen while shaping clay with your hands, making pasta with local nonnas, learning the joyful rhythms of pizzica, wandering through historic towns, sharing a meal beneath the open sky, laughing with new friends, resting near the sea, or simply allowing beauty to reach you again.

Together, we will honor the love you carry while gently exploring what it means to continue living.

This is not about “getting over” your loved one. It is not about leaving your grief behind. It is about discovering that grief does not have to be the only part of your story.

How You May Feel When You Return Home

You may return home physically rested and emotionally lighter—not because your grief is gone, but because you have had space to exhale, be cared for, and remember that you do not have to carry everything alone.

You may feel more grounded in your body, more confident navigating grief waves, and more able to recognize what your nervous system needs. You may notice a renewed openness to beauty, pleasure, connection, creativity, and possibility. And when guilt or sorrow returns, you will have practical tools, meaningful memories, and a circle of women who understand.

Most of all, you may come home with a quiet but powerful knowing: you can carry your loved one with you and still keep living. You can miss them deeply and experience joy. You can honor what was while opening your heart to what may still be possible.

What You May Carry Home

  • ·A calmer, more regulated nervous system and practical tools for difficult moments.

  • ·A sense of being emotionally and physically restored after five nights of care, rest, beauty, and nourishment.

  • ·Greater permission to experience joy without guilt.

  • ·Meaningful connections with women who truly understand suicide loss.

  • ·A renewed relationship with yourself and the life that remains.

  • ·A personal pottery keepsake created during the retreat.

  • ·Sensory-rich memories that remind you love, grief, beauty, and joy can exist together.

  • ·Hope—not as pressure to “move on,” but as a gentle willingness to keep moving forward.

You Do Not Have to Be Finished Grieving to Come

You do not need to arrive feeling strong, hopeful, or certain. You do not need to know exactly what you need.

You only need to feel a quiet readiness for something more: more connection, more support, more beauty, more meaning—or perhaps simply one small step toward feeling alive again.

Come as you are, with your grief, your questions, your memories, and your love.

Your loved one will always be part of your story. Attending Olive Branches of Hope is an opportunity to begin writing what comes next

You are still here.

Your life still matters.

And there is still beauty waiting for you.

Limited Space for an Intimate Experience!

Before making an investment, you’ll have a private call with Jayne to answer your questions and ensure the retreat is the right fit for your healing journey.

Your Monday Morning Promise

This retreat is about more than the days we spend together. It is about what you carry home with you.

On the Monday morning after you return, your grief will not have disappeared—and that is not what I promise. But you will return with something different:

  • ·A deeper understanding of how grief affects your brain, body, and nervous system

  • ·Practical NeuroGrief Method™ tools to help you navigate grief waves and emotional triggers

  • ·A personal plan for continuing your healing at home

  • ·Meaningful connections with women who truly understand

  • ·Greater confidence in your ability to care for yourself without guilt

  • ·Permission to experience moments of peace, hope, and joy while continuing to honor the person you love

You will not return as someone who has ‘moved on.’ You will return feeling more supported, more grounded, and better equipped to carry your grief into the life still unfolding before you.

That is my Monday Morning Promise to you.

We will be visiting the three destinations that are most popular in early November.

LEECE, known as the “Florence of the South“ is a stunning Baroque city in Puglia famed for its ornate architecture, vibrant culture, and rich history.

OSTUNI the “White City” of Puglia, is famous for its dazzling whitewashed buildings, charming narrow streets, and panoramic views of the Adriatic Sea.

GALLIPOLI: The Pearl of the Ionian Sea is a captivating coastal town where ancient history meets the brilliant blue waters of the Ionian Sea.

Experiences Included in Your Retreat

Healing, culture, connection—and the invitation to feel fully alive again.

This is not a retreat where you will spend every day sitting in a room talking about grief. In Puglia, healing also happens around the table, through creativity and movement, beside the sea, and in the moments when you surprise yourself by laughing again. Each included experience has been chosen to help you honor the love you carry while gently reconnecting with life, beauty, community, and hope.

Taste the Traditions of Puglia

Traditional Pasta-Making with Local Nonnas

Gather around the table with local Nonnas and learn to make orecchiette, Puglia’s signature ear-shaped pasta, by hand. Afterward, we’ll share a multi-course meal featuring the pasta we created together. More than a cooking class, this is an experience of warmth, laughter, heritage, and connection—the kind of memory made when hands and hearts are busy together.

Create Symbol of Love

Your Handcrafted Retreat Keepsake

During a guided pottery workshop, you’ll shape and decorate your own ceramic piece using the traditional pinch-pot technique. Your creation can become a personal vessel of hope—a symbol of the love you carry, what you are ready to receive, and the life you are continuing to build. You’ll take it home as a meaningful reminder of Puglia and the women who shared this journey with you.

Rest in Nature

Coastal Hike to the Flamingo Salt Lake

Step directly from Masseria Specula onto a self-guided coastal path leading to a natural salt lake where wild flamingos gather. The walk is approximately 60 minutes each way, offering space for conversation, contemplation, sea air, and the restorative rhythm of placing one foot in front of the other. Participation is always optional, and you are welcome to choose rest instead.

Explore the Beauty of Puglia

Three half-day excursions allow us to experience Puglia beyond the masseria—because travel, discovery, beauty, and shared adventure can also be part of healing.

Lecce: The Florence of the South

Step into the beauty and energy of Lecce, a captivating Baroque city known for its ornate golden-stone architecture, historic churches, artisan traditions, and vibrant streets. We’ll have time to explore, learn, wander, and enjoy the culture of one of southern Italy’s most celebrated cities.

Ostuni: The White City

Wander through Ostuni’s maze of whitewashed lanes, stone archways, intimate courtyards, artisan shops, and breathtaking views toward the Adriatic Sea. With its luminous beauty and slower rhythm, Ostuni offers the perfect setting for curiosity, reflection, connection, and the simple pleasure of being somewhere extraordinary.

Gallipoli: The Pearl of the Ionian Sea

Discover Gallipoli, a captivating coastal town where ancient history meets the brilliant blue waters of the Ionian Sea. We’ll explore its charming historic center, winding lanes, seaside views, artisan shops, and vibrant fishing port while experiencing the relaxed rhythm, coastal beauty, and authentic culture of southern Puglia.

Healing Circles and Workshops with Jayne

Throughout the retreat, Jayne Madigan will guide compassionate healing circles, nervous-system practices, and experiential workshops created specifically for women after suicide loss. These gatherings will offer a safe, understanding space to speak honestly, feel less alone, and explore ways to carry your grief without allowing it to consume every part of your life.

Using gentle practices drawn from neuropsychotherapy, somatic healing, EFT, energy medicine, mindfulness, and nervous-system regulation, Jayne will help you create room for what is present—grief, love, anger, longing, relief, hope, or even joy—without judgment or pressure to be anywhere other than where you are.

The work is not about “moving on,” fixing your grief, or leaving your loved one behind. It is about honoring your continuing bond, reconnecting with yourself, and discovering how love and life can continue side by side.

A Retreat Designed for Both Depth and Delight

There will be meaningful healing work—and there will also be delicious meals, music, creativity, exploration, laughter, rest, and spacious moments with women who understand. Nothing is designed to rush you, force you, or keep you emotionally “on” all day. You will be invited to participate in a way that honors your own body, energy, and needs.

You are not coming to Italy to escape your grief.

You are coming to remember that your life still holds beauty, possibility, connection—and hope.

MASSERIA SPECULA

EST. 1611 IN PUGLIA, ITALY

FAMILY-OWNED RETREAT VENUE BY THE SEA

Where We’re Staying

Masseria Specula: A boutique, family-owned wellness retreat in the heart of Puglia

Surrounded by 20 hectares of private countryside and just a 15-minute walk from the shimmering Ionian Sea, this beautifully restored historic farmhouse offers an idyllic setting for Olive Branches of Hope.

Here, mornings unfold slowly, meals can be shared beneath the open sky, and the beauty of southern Italy invites you to breathe more deeply and reconnect with yourself. Every corner of the masseria has been thoughtfully designed to inspire rest, creativity, connection, and renewal.

This is more than a beautiful place to stay—it is a place to truly settle in. Together, we’ll experience the rhythms, flavors, traditions, and natural beauty of Puglia while creating space for healing, hope, joy, and meaningful connection.

Getting to Puglia

Brindisi Airport is the most convenient option, located approximately one hour from the retreat venue. Guests traveling from the United States typically fly into Rome or Milan and take a connecting flight to Brindisi.

Bari Airport is another option; however, it is approximately two hours from the venue.

Meals Made With Love By Our Nonnas


One of the most special parts of your retreat will be gathering around the table for meals lovingly prepared by local Nonnas—Puglian grandmothers who have spent a lifetime cooking for their families.
Their expertise comes not from culinary school, but from generations of tradition. Using treasured recipes and time-honored techniques passed down from their mothers and grandmothers, our Nonnas will prepare authentic dishes that bring the flavors and soul of Puglia to every meal.
More than a dining experience, each meal is an invitation to slow down, gather together, and experience the warmth of a true Puglian kitchen. We are honored to share not only the Nonnas’ delicious cooking, but also their stories, generous hospitality, and the love they bring to every dish.

Dining in Puglia

Gathering around the table is an important part of the Olive Branches of Hope experience. Breakfast, lunch, and dinner are included throughout the retreat, with the exception of three lunches during our excursions. On those days, you’ll have the freedom to choose a local café or trattoria and purchase whatever appeals to you as you explore.

Meals at the masseria will be lovingly prepared with fresh, local, and seasonal ingredients, bringing the authentic flavors of Puglia to our table. You may enjoy dishes such as stuffed peppers with rice and local cheeses, chickpea and roasted eggplant salad, paccheri pasta with fish and tomato sauce, sea bream with baked potatoes, or traditional orecchiette with meat sauce and cacioricotta cheese. A variety of other dishes will also be served throughout our stay.

*Meals will be prepared to accommodate personal dietary preferences and restrictions.

More than meals, these shared moments invite us to slow down, connect, and experience the warmth and generous hospitality of a true Puglian kitchen.

Limited Space for an Intimate Experience!

Before making an investment, you’ll have a private call with Jayne to answer your questions and ensure the retreat is the right fit for your healing journey.

Daily Schedule

Retreat Investment

Where You’ll Stay

Our group will have exclusive use of the entire retreat center with eight comfortable bedrooms at Masseria Specula, a peaceful, family-owned retreat venue in Puglia. Every bedroom has its own private bathroom, offering comfort and convenience throughout your stay.

The retreat will welcome up to 15 women, plus your host. Shared double and triple rooms will be arranged with separate single beds. If you are traveling with a friend, you may request to share a room together.

For guests attending on their own, room assignments will be made thoughtfully, with comfort, individual needs, and compatibility in mind. After rooms have been assigned, we will host a virtual meet-and-greet on Zoom so you can connect with your roommate in advance and ensure the pairing feels like the right fit.

Your Retreat Investment

Your retreat investment includes thoughtfully designed support before, during, and after your time in Italy—so you can arrive feeling prepared and return home feeling supported.

Before and After Your Retreat

To support your journey, you will receive:

✔ One pre-retreat virtual gathering with all attendees
✔ Two private 60-minute virtual preparation sessions with Jayne
✔ Two private virtual 60- minute integration sessions after the retreat with Jayne
✔ One post-retreat virtual reunion gathering

During Your Retreat

Your five-night, six-day retreat experience includes:

Luxurious accommodations with all the comforts of home

Nourishing, Nonna-prepared meals each day, except for three lunches during scheduled excursions

Beverages, including water, coffee and herbal teas

All workshops, healing experiences, ceremonies, and activities

Scheduled excursions throughout Puglia and authentic Italian cultural experiences

All retreat materials

A beautifully designed participant workbook filled with practices and tools to support your healing long after the retreat

A warm, intimate community of women who understand the journey after suicide loss

Please note: Lunch during each of the three scheduled excursions is not included, allowing you to choose and purchase your own meal while exploring.

Accommodations + Pricing

Sharing a Room

Friends/Family members are welcome to reserve a shared room together. If you are traveling on your own, we will thoughtfully match you with another retreat guest. *All guests will have their own bed.

Before the retreat, roommates will be introduced during a private Zoom conversation to help ensure that the arrangement feels comfortable for everyone.

Before You Reserve Your Place

Because Olive Branches of Hope is a deeply personal healing experience, registration begins with a complimentary Discovery Call with Jayne.

This relaxed, no-pressure conversation gives us an opportunity to get to know one another, talk about what you are seeking from the retreat, answer your questions, and make sure Olive Branches of Hope is the right fit for where you are in your healing journey.

Our intention is for every woman who joins us to feel safe, supported, and fully prepared before arriving in Puglia.

Travel to Puglia, Italy

Airfare, travel insurance, passports, visas, personal expenses, and accommodations outside the retreat dates are not included in your retreat investment.

Getting to Puglia

Brindisi Airport is the most convenient option, located approximately one hour from the retreat venue. Guests traveling from the United States typically fly into Rome or Milan and take a connecting flight to Brindisi.

Bari Airport is another option; however, it is approximately two hours from the venue.

Airport Transfers

Transportation between the airport and the retreat venue is not included in the retreat price. However, airport transfers can be arranged for your convenience for an additional fee.

Cancellation and Transfer Policy

Retreat Payments

All retreat payments are non-refundable. By registering, you acknowledge and agree to this policy.

We strongly encourage every guest to purchase comprehensive travel insurance immediately after registering. You may also wish to explore coverage offering a Cancel for Any Reason option. Insurance coverage, exclusions, deadlines, and reimbursement amounts vary, so please review the policy carefully before purchasing.

Transferring Your Reservation

If you are unable to attend, you may request to transfer your reservation to an eligible replacement guest, subject to approval by Healing After Suicide.

We will also make a reasonable effort to help identify a replacement, although a replacement cannot be guaranteed.

Once the replacement guest has been approved and her payment has been received in full, your retreat payments will be refunded, less a $200 non-refundable booking fee. Transfer requests must be submitted in writing no later than 14 days before the retreat begins.

If Healing After Suicide Cancels the Retreat

Jayne has qualified support staff prepared to assist with the retreat should an unexpected circumstance prevent her from attending.

In the highly unlikely event that Healing After Suicide cancels the retreat entirely, you will receive a full refund of all retreat payments made directly to Healing After Suicide.

Healing After Suicide is not responsible for airfare, accommodations outside the retreat dates, travel-agent fees, insurance costs, or other travel-related expenses. This is another reason we strongly recommend purchasing appropriate travel insurance.

Early Booking Gift

Reserve your place by October 1, 2026, and receive a complimentary 60-minute massage during your retreat—a restorative experience designed to help you slow down, release tension, and settle into the peaceful rhythm of Puglia.

Your reservation must be secured with either payment in full or the required deposit by October 1.

Limited Space for an Intimate Experience!

Before making an investment, you’ll have a private call with Jayne to answer your questions and ensure the retreat is the right fit for your healing journey.

Limited Space for an Intimate Experience!

Before making an investment, you’ll have a private call with Jayne to answer your questions and ensure the retreat is the right fit for your healing journey.